Its been forever...

About a year ago, I was going through one of the hardest moments in my life. I put my trust in the wrong person, tried to help a loser, and they backstabbed me. But karma has a way of getting her due and this person paid dearly for their sick treachery. DEARLY, as in losing EVERYTHING. But that's what happens to shitty people. Since then I have diligently worked on rebuilding my life and have come a long way. I haven't written anything in years. I long to, but due to having my elderly mom living with me, I can't. In order to write I cloister myself for days, immersed in my alternate reality. She would never understand why I do that. She doesn't even support my writing nor have I gone into detail the nature of my books. Any sexual theme has always been pretty taboo when it comes to discussions with the person who brought me into this world. So, for now, I've put writing aside. I would like to go back to it once I retire and I still have 11 more years for that. In the meanwhile, since most of my retirement plans were derailed by an entity who shall remain anonymous, I have been forced to start again in my path to securing my future for retirement. I dont have too much time, but I'm doing surprisingly well financially. Makes me regret not having disengaged that ball and chain from my ankle sooner. I thought of taking on a new pen name and trying my hand at less erotic themes. It gets boring after a while and I just crave the spinning of a good story. I've also thought of actually writing about my life, but that would be a shocker and I would probably be shunned by many who are in my life (and some who no longer are). Something to think about. Anyhoo, this was fun after 11 years. Hmmm... 11 years later and 11 years till retirement. 11:11. I'm on the right path.